i only ask for a life. :)

i honestly don't know why i'm writing this...

i just feel so betrayed right now and the internet is just a way of venting my feelings, so please allow me to be reckless just this once, okay?

okay, here comes the venting...

they just expect too MUCH from me! okay, i should learn to balance things, and i AM. but whenever i talk, they say i'm too talkative. and whenever i keep quiet, they say i have to mingle more. i mean WHAT am i supposed to do??? i am NOT some kind of robot that is perfect in every way. just because i obey the rules DOESN'T mean i obey them with RIGIDITY. i am NOT perfect, and i accept that. WHY can't they, too?\

do i have the right to have an enjoyable life? or even a life at all? just sayin'. :)

thanks, guys, i feel so good when i write. ^_^

UP is boggling my mind right now.

i mean, i have never been this busy and worried! applying for a school, too! well, it IS the best university in the philippines, and it has been my dream since i could say "school". i guess i don't have to worry if i have to put a dry seal on my form-137 or not...

or do i? :/

The most embarrassing day of my life!!! :D and i LOVED it!

yes, well, it turned out better than i thought, but still...

i absolutely LOVE this day! i was actually an emcee four times, fixed two friends' problem, and faced my old enemy: DANCING.

yes, you read right, i actually danced. and not just ANY dance, mind you. it was ON THE FLOOR/WE NO SPEAK AMERICANO/NAM-NAM mash-up. i had soooo much fun with my classmates. it was totally awesome! :D

whatta day. :)

Just created my blog!

finally. you know, my cousin has been urging me to do this in a long time. well, actually she's been urging me since may, so that's not too long, is it?

anyway...

tomorrow will be the most embarrassing day of my life, if i screw it up. :)

i will update this if i did well, or if i... did less than well. i can't really write properly because my dad is in the room and it's awkward. so yeah, it's my first entry. yay! blog you guys tomorrow! :) (this means i'm talking to myself, as obviously i have no viewers yet)